借我

肩膀，借一个；
拥抱，借一个；
纸巾，借一个；
现在的我，很想痛哭一场。

放手

【痛就放手吧。】
真的很痛，真的没办法了，最后还是要放手。
没关系，至少，我努力过。

路人甲

一个对你不好的人，你一定要学会放下，不要为他的任何事情，任何言行而痛苦。你要想，如果他爱你，一定不忍心对你不好，所以结论就是，他不够爱你，或者他根本不爱你，对于一个不爱你的人，有什么必要为他烦恼，为他伤心呢，就是个路人甲罢了。

点点点

legion of extraordinary dancers(LXD) 很好看: )大爱啊~哈哈·

问：最近有什么事吗？
答：有，但我没心情写。

痛苦得不想再打开疮疤给别人看了，同情，我留给世界。

五岁班

班上有15个小朋友，他们超可爱的^^
第一天就和我很好的--宇聪
讲话大大声的老大姐--宜静
很可爱的蘑菇头--雪恩
卷卷头发的小眼睛--思媛
不爱写字的型男--子毅
非常听我话的小可爱--恺恩
喜欢生气鸟的小帅--圣凯
总是静静的小美女--子宁
对不起，老师还没有办法把你们的名字记完> < 给我一点时间～

今天有点失望的说，不能和你们去看年花…因为颜老师要我照顾3岁的真真…
 【颜老师有称赞我哦~说我一天罢了，就搞定真真了:) 】
很累很累，可是我要加油！你们也加油！

good morning,teacher chong!

today is my third day with the kids.
they are just so cute and adorable.
let me believe that the world still have a corner -that is pure and innocent.

okay,,,put those cuteness aside....
i feel like pengsan-ing a few times today><
maybe is too tired or hungry?
i dont know, just hope that i can gain my strength and energy back, for you kids!
"thank you teacher chong!" XD

He is my refuge and strength.

Has been avoiding and hiding for too long..
it's time to face it..
oh Lord, i pray that i can survived this time.
i cant bear another failure anymore ><
Abba Father, i know u love me...
so..u wouldn't want to see me crying right? :p
thank you Father, i love you! <3

emo,please give me some fresh air.

why are u hiding from me? why are u keeping away from me?
i have always had this fear, that i might be distanced by u if i step in too close.
but what have i done? i'm just pursuing what i loved.
i'm tired of guessing your mind; i felt cold opening my heart wide open.
yea, maybe i'm too scary..

sorry for interrupting your life for that moment.
feel like blaming the one who taught me to be brave, to be initiative.
i gave u my pride and this is what i got.
your loneliness.."

i have tried so hard to forget but i cant; i am just tired.

is it the right decision? i don't know but i know i won't regret.

yes, i'm a fool,

and u don't like fools.

IMMA OFFICIALLY T-ARA FANS!!:p

[T-ara - Lovey-Dovey]
It’s so cliche – again today I am alone
I’m so bored – eventually this day will
Woo~ just pass by like this


Look look, look at those passing by couples
I can love like that too but
Woo~ I’m so lonely
Me too, Lovey Dovey Dovey Uh Uh Uh Uh
Lovey Dovey Dovey Uh Uh Uh Uh
Don’t leave me alone now
Now Lovey Dovey Dovey Uh Uh Uh Uh
Lovey Dovey Dovey Uh Uh Uh Uh
Where are you?
It’s so cold to spend a day alone
I would like it if I wasn’t alone
Woo~ I would really like it

Look look, look at me over here
Tonight’s darkness is so
Woo~ It’s so scary

All alone all day woo~
All alone every single day woo~
The darkness is really really – without you, by myself
A day is too long woo~
Me too, Lovey Dovey Dovey Uh Uh Uh Uh
Lovey Dovey Dovey Uh Uh Uh Uh
Don’t leave me alone now
Now Lovey Dovey Dovey Uh Uh Uh Uh
Lovey Dovey Dovey Uh Uh Uh Uh
Where are you?
Lovey Dovey Dovey Uh Uh Uh Uh
Lovey Dovey Dovey Uh Uh Uh Uh
I will definitely find you
Someone who will melt me, who’s been frozen for so long
Where exactly are you?

[ by the way, their new album "black eyes" is fantastic too:P 'oh my god' , 'im so bad'<3 ]

AGENT CHONG

与其说是agent，其实是stalker XD
偷偷去看了baoying的profile.
她果然很爱他，还没放下呢，而且把长发剪短，应该也是为了他……
看了他的profile我发现失恋分手没什么嘛~
根本不用怕，因为还会有很多朋友来关心你。
就像jiahui那样，他们也不是每天去陪她。
我的结论很怪吧? 无所谓，我本来就奇怪 :p

开学咯！

1月4日，大家都开学了，剩我在家闲着。
也不是没事做…很多事要做……
要看店，要看JOJO，要看电脑，要看电话，要看undang……
忙到没有时间走shopping>< (新年衣在哭了啦）

我也好想去上课哦 :(
可是却去不了…很讨厌的啦，已经知道方向却很无力的这种感觉。
打死我也不去STPM!
想去POLY，但要上degree是个难题……
想去A LEVEL,但爸爸不给 =.=

炸炸炸炸炸炸炸炸炸！到！

是我不对

太可怕了，只剩这里可以倾述。
当初那么酷的拒绝了，现在竟然有丝丝的不习惯。
如果他继续追我，会不会就成功了呢……
也许是自己喜欢上了有人关心自己，为自己付出的那种感觉了吧。
不对不对，拒绝了就是拒绝了，不要犹豫了。单身没有什么不好。
我既然可以习惯被人喜欢，一定也可以习惯单身的。加油 <3