普通的女孩

我不得不承认，我就和其他女孩一样，想被小心翼翼地呵护，被爱。

总是希望，我喜欢的人也会喜欢我。

我关心的人，也会关心我。

我爱的人。也一样爱我了解我。

但是一直一直的付出……累了又振作了……起来又倒下了……

回报却只有那一点儿。或者说回报几乎是零。

我真的累坏了。对不起。

话说，圣诞老人没收到礼物时也会哭呢~

可不可以，让我的希望成真呢？

难道我真的是要求太高了吗？

唉~

emo暴走

今天的心情超好，直到下午……就暴走了。哈哈

就一件事，让我心里的忧郁全部如洪水般一起涌出。我也没办法控制。不过也还好啦，总算可以忍到回家才发泄……

我想问：如果好朋友再也不能感觉到他对你的珍惜了，那是不是，他不把你当好友了？

我想问：如果爸妈连你“生病”了都漠不关心，那是不是，他们不了解你？

我想问：如果别人只会看不起你，那是不是，你就没用了？

哈哈~是还是不是，你我都无法断定吧？

sorry love...

"forever a promise kept the same, but forever people will never be the same."
i am sorry that i lost the love for you now.. a promise that i can never fulfilled, can you please delete it? i don't have the courage to tell you that i don't love you anymore.. or it is wrong at first that the feeling is untrue.. maybe i misunderstood my feeling.. it is not love but guilt.. sorry.. and bye.

plan of future-my special character-blueprint workshop❤

recently, i am thinking of my future. seriously, i wanted so much to plan my future now so that i won't be like a blind old man that can't find his way when i finish my spm.so, i attended "blueprint for life" workshop as i couldn't think of any bright ideas with my little brain.i was so relieved and feel of hope now^^ that's one of the things i learnt.besides, i also also be upset with my "weird" character but now seem that i am a normal person and i can accept myself wholely now~ praise God~~ hahawhy? cuz i am a multi-character person^^i am a bit of choleric and sanguine and phlematic and melancholy! is that wonderful?i may not a person that full of character but i can be person who can mix with anyone!i have everyone's character! haha! i am now so proud of it^^THANKS MR SIMON LOCKE AND MRS RATNA LOCKE❤

最近很肚火~

我最近很肚火一个朋友。你可以问我为什么，我也一定会回答。他很自私。每次只想着别人迁就自己，从来没有为别人改变过。你可以说这是有性格，可是我却认为这是自我中心。但不可否认的是，我不想失去这个朋友。因此，曾经劝他说话时多注意别人的感受。他也接受我的劝告，说什么“我的性格好像真的不是很受欢迎……”“对不起”……可是，我，还是没有看到他的改变。因为是朋友，我很难骂他；但也是因为是朋友，我很想骂他。没有人是完美的<<我只可以拿这个lame词来平息自己的火吧~如果有一天，我的那个朋友看到了这篇文章，那我接下来写的，请让他看到。他和我是不一样的。不要总是看不起身边的人。偶尔，也低下头好好地欣赏他们的好吧。爱你的人也许心甘情愿让你利用也可以接受你的一切；但爱你的人也希望你会变得更好。现在，有很多的人可以接受你的直率和野蛮，但以后，在现实里，未必。还有，多多聆听别人心里的声音。那会是一种享受哦。对不起，面对你时，我真的不懂要怎么”好好“的“心平气和”地劝你。

a girl that has dream

i am just a simple girl that lead a simple life like anyone.. but i have a little dream: i want to be special. yes i am. i am born unusually that's what i believe in.. i once have dreamS but they are killed because of the real world. how sad i was when i buried them with my own hand and telling myself they are not real..
yup. i am just a simple girl that has her dream like anyone.. she want to be different. unfortunately, my courage and creativity had been stolen by this world. now, i have no idea.. can i be the brave girl that don't care about others hatred eyes? can i? i need answer.

a song that make my heart cry--goodbye

我该怎么做 只有风在吹甚至不能简短问候
别握我冰冷的双手现在我必须让你走我该怎么做
你已经越走越远
我满腹泪水就算努力隐藏 还是无法停止
无法停止的爱 我该怎么做
请别忘记我爱你就算遇到另一个让你展开言笑的人
离别是痛苦的 但我很高兴能遇到你
收起离别的泪水 再见如经必须让你走
我该怎么办
离别时痛苦的 但我很高兴与你相遇
即使这痛会让我停止呼吸 泪水横流
请别忘记我们曾经那么幸福
如今我必须将不能让你感受的爱送走
你 是唯一的那个可以让我微笑的人
爱你越深 痛也越深
离别时痛苦的 但我很高兴能与你相遇
收起悲伤的泪水 我唯一能做的就是说
再见